Monday, June 7, 2010

Viva Las Vegas!

Day One


Jill and I made it to Las Vegas at about 8 pm without incident. I thought we made great time, having left at noon and stopping 4 times to stretch. It took a bit for my ears to stop ringing because our music was so loud, but it was fun to sing and share music. We are staying on the 32nd floor at the New York, New York. The view is beautiful, but I have to find my happy place because I hate heights. Age has brought unexplained and often absurd anxiety.



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It's 105 degrees today, with blowdryer winds. The air is muggy and has that "Vegas" smell to it. Jill and I are glowing. We walked around for a bit and then decided to eat something. I was feeling a bit shaky, having drank 3 Red Bulls on a near empty stomach. We went in to the Miracle Mile shopping plaza and ate at a quaint little restaurant called the Ocean One Bar & Grill. The waitress sat us at the bar, thinking that Jill was 21! Really?


We walked the strip for the next 4 hours, browsing through the hotel shops and watching people. Jill spotted Samuel L. Jackson… for real! Otherwise, holy crazies, Batman… I haven't been here since 2002 and I don't remember people dressing up in costumes and standing along the strip, but there were many. I asked Jill what it was about Vegas that she liked so much. She said it was the lights and the fact that everyone is here just being themselves. I agree, the lights are pretty.




I am having a hard time sleeping for many reasons:


1 - I am planning my escape when the building starts to shake and sway (I feel like it is already swaying a bit).

2 - I am wondering if I ran full force into the window, if the glass is strong enough to prevent me from falling.

3 - The roller coaster makes the building rumble and the constant screaming, while muffled, is obnoxious.

4 - I am also thinking about the drive tomorrow and getting settled in Anaheim.


Sunday, June 6, 2010

June 6th...

Today is June 6th and I have been getting ready for this trip to Disneyland that Jill and I are taking.

I got everything done on my list, except pack the suitcases. I want to be out of here between 9:30 and 10:30 am. I just realized it was midnight and I still have a load of wash that needs to go into the dryer. Where did today go?

Dud of a post. I am going to bed.

I hope the Tooth Fairy remembers to come tonight because Dax lost his 2nd tooth while brushing his teeth this morning.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Beans & Wieners





OVER BEANS & WIENERS



Last weekend, when we camped out at the Miller's house, it was the first night in our new (old) trailer as a family. Jace slept with me on the smaller bed and this was his first night sleeping somewhere strange period. It took him a long, long time to settle down. He kept sitting up and poking his head out the window and talking about the fire. It was really starting to annoy me and I told Justin that if he wasn't asleep within the hour, I was taking him home to sleep in his own bed. It wasn't too long after I said that, that he finally fell asleep.

Right before he nodded off, he says in this cute little voice, "Oh man... it's not fair." Justin and I got the case of the giggles because it was so out of the blue and neither of us had heard him say it before. Of course our laughter caused him to think he was a smarty pants, so he said it again and again. It was still funny the 5th time.

Friday, June 4, 2010

A Proud Mom

My daughter, Jillian, graduated from high school last night! WOW... I am so excited for her.





It was held in the Spectrum on the Utah State campus. I was happy to get her there early enough to take a few outdoor pictures. She looked amazing (as always), but for me it was an odd feeling being there as her parent. I don't see myself as an old broad until I see pictures of the 2 of us together. We look alike, but she has that young, radiant, hopeful look to her that comes when you begin a new stage of life, with countless opportunities and fun adventures ahead of her.




I am also starting a new phase in my life... my life without my little girl picking flowers and proudly bringing them to me, or drawing funny pictures of her family to pin up on the fridge, or crawling around on her hands and knees pretending to be a horse. My new phase is seeing my daughter become more independent, start college and pursue her own hopes and dreams. Now I get to sit back and witness the countless opportunities and fun adventures unfold before her.

Yah, I look older, with a few wrinkles, grey hairs and some extra cushion but I also see wisdom, strength and pride in the face of a mom that has the most awesome daughter in the world.



I want to thank everyone who took the time to send her a card or wish her a happy future. Thanks to those that were able to make it to the ceremony. I know it was really long and dull and the fact her last name is towards the end of the alphabet didn't help, but it was so, so nice to get pictures and have you there at the end to congratulate her.


Thursday, June 3, 2010

Happy Birthday Jason!



So much to say, so little time...

The first time I met Jason was on a boat at the Hyrum Dam. I immediately liked this guy, my future brother-in-law. Twinkly eyes and a freckled nose much like my son Dax. I have so many stories I could tell about him, but none appropriate for this blog!

What do I like about him?
  • he is so, so funny and almost as sarcastic as I am
  • he tells the best stories (10% true, 90 % BS)
  • he can sing
  • he likes to hang out with his nephews
  • he has called Jill, Mildred, from day one
  • he has a knack for making up his own words that aren't in the dictionary, but should be
  • he coined the phrase "crop dust" and does it whenever necessary
  • he treats my family like they are his own
  • I know I could call him whenever if I needed help
  • he always has his camera with him and takes great pictures of my kids
  • he does the wipe and fold, wipe and fold, just like I do
  • he is very good at his job and has saved me from paying heavy fines (oh right... NOT!)
I couldn't have asked for a better brother-in-law and friend!

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

South Campus Graduation

This year South Campus (the school I work at) graduated 59 students! These are 59 students with special and often challenging circumstances that brought them to our alternative program. These are 59 students that I am sure would not have graduated through the tradition HS program.


Last Thursday we held our first, and I hope annual, graduate banquet. Each graduate was able to invite 2 people to this dinner held at the Copper Mill Restaurant. It turned out to be a wonderful evening. I am so fortunate to be able to be a part of each students' lives. I wouldn't trade my job for anything!


Kenna - this gal has an amazing personality. She sets a goal and then does what it takes to accomplish it. Kenna wants to be a school teacher!


Aubree - spunky and energetic. She was one of our student speakers at graduation. I am so proud of Aubree, she and her family have overcome so many obstacles and yet they continue to move forward.


Hamilton - Ham was featured as our "spotlight" in the local newspaper. He juggled school, a full time job, a wife and 2 kids under 2. Ham is just a sweet and sincere kind of guy and I am proud of him for making the time for school.


Abram - Abram started his HS career at South Campus. He graduated this year as a junior to everyone's amazement. Abram was stubborn and angry his first 2 years but became an outstanding example of what our program can do. He was one of our speakers.

Our ceremony this year was unique for a variety of reasons, some of which I can't put my finger on, but the atmosphere was different than the last 3 I have attended. It was energetic and emotional and a wonderful celebration of success.


We had the students "march, walk or dance" to Keep Hope Alive by Crystal Method.
It was awesome!


Packed house - at this rate, we'll need a new location.


Gustavo - another great example to his peers. Gustavo's speech was fun and heartfelt. This is not a side of him you see everyday. I was one of the lucky ones.


Joaquin - fun and lovable. One of the few students that was a joy (for me) to see everyday. Worked hard his senior year to catch up on credits.


Nev, our art teacher doing the "Haka" for our finale. All our students seemed to have fun and it was a great ending to a great graduation.

For those of you that don't know, the district is considering integrating the alternative program back into the High School in the year 2012. They have many "reasons" for doing this but not one of them makes sense to those that work with these students and their families on a daily basis. None of us fear for our jobs, as we will likely just be moved up to the HS to take on other classes and responsibilities. We do however fear for the kids. We fear for their success, we fear for their esteem, we fear they will once again become lost in the very system that deemed them failures and outcasts in the first place. My hope is that those making these decisions will come to their senses and see the value in what this program does.

A colleague of mine said it best, "On any given day, it's hard to know who will show up for class. But, when they do, they are met by a staff of teachers, counselors and a secretary that cares for them. They hear from every adult in the building... You can succeed. We care about you, get to school and do what you can to graduate. We know about their personal lives. We can tell when they are having a rough time and reach out to help them. The initial challenge is to help them believe in themselves and their ability to succeed when they have failed so many times before. If we can get a glimmer of hope or a spark of interest in anything, we can engage them in the learning process. After that, a small success builds their willingness to become a more active participant in working." "We have created a school culture, a mission and a tradition in the community." "How can we now tell students consistently that you can overcome obstacles in your life and finish school, when we aren't sure we have a school for them?"

And now I wait for tomorrow. My daughter, Jill, will graduate from that "mother" school. Looking forward to a different kind of celebration... solemn and reflective? Nope, we are going to party like it's 1999!

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Woodruff Wildcat Run

This year my son was able to participate in his school's fundraiser instead of sitting on the porch watching the students run by the house...

Dax was able to raise $75 for the PTA (thanks to everyone who sponsored him). He had to do some physical activity at least 5 times a week and keep track of it for a whole month. This would have been way harder for Dax if he had had to sit still instead!

It was fun to watch him run by the house...